Keep trying to do less each day,
but more and more gets in the way.
A simple stroll becomes accumulating steps,
Puttering in the garden, weeding and sweat.
Watching some TV becomes muting and searching,
surfing the Internet just more email ad deleting.
Maybe I could end all of the political ad cursing,
and settle in for some relaxing book reading.
Visiting some friends for a meal can be enjoyable,
after the freeway trip and breathing returns to normal.
What happened to that nine-hour shift eating my days?
Shouldn't I be rejoicing right now, happy and gay?
The pleasant thing about work was it was predictable,
each day's schedule the same, my routine felt normal.
There was no guilt or need to justify my idleness
reassuring myself that it was exercise, not laziness.
Now each day is unique, my schedule all my own.
Only I am to blame if something does go wrong.
Often I think about some part-time work position;
but intimidated, I regress to an idle situation.
It is just too comfortable doing my own thing,
So I'll put off until next week any desire to fling
myself back into a world of frenetic job stress.
I'll get over the little things, not get distressed.
Maybe I'll look for something next week,
or next month, or even next year.
I'll find new ways to have fun, never fear.
But
Every time I try to do less, I end up doing more -
that has become painfully clear.
Have a peaceful and wonderful day,
with gratitude and a dose of good cheer.









