Back during the time of the 9/11
attacks I lived
in the front room of a friend –
working two jobs.
Experiencing events over and over on
CNN.
Anxiety and alarms were everywhere!
I dreamed of jets crashing during
fitful sleep.
A new federal department was created,
and the last of our innocence was lost.
Now we had to go through security
cordons
everywhere – security became the new
sexy.
But I survived, kept on, maintained.
We moved and he bought a house. . .
Eventually I bought a little house on
my own,
started gardens and shrubs, perennials.
Babies I nursed through many seasons.
Watched them all grow and bloom and
fade,
trimmed back Spireas, dug and replanted
Cannas.
Hibiscus were culled and encouraged,
Cosmos
seeded and then helped along, year
after year after year.
Raspberries and Aronia planted and then
harvested
with much satisfaction, despite all of
the mosquitoes.
Our national leadership started several
wars,
some finally withering away due to
faltering political fertilization.
New leaders began new wars.
It seems like everything keeps going
downhill,
and there are no easy answers for
turning it around.
Friendships, too, got seeded and
nurtured over time.
Now some are like tall trees,
withstanding storms.
Others get neglected, and wither away.
Some of those are missed, but
one gardener only has so much energy to
go around.
Now here 25 years after the Twin Towers
attacks,
some still stand here and regard the
tragedies;
missing those that were lost, mourning
their loss
from a misty distance of time, always
wondering
how we could do things better the next
time around.