So here I am, perched on a high ledge, looking back over a long trail taken up
life’s slope. Now I find myself near retirement age, almost there
(at the top?). What an eerie feeling. How did I cover all that
distance? Where did all those years go? But my memory answers “I
did this, and that, and that, went here and there, etc, etc.”
Goodness sakes! I got the benefit of all those years, I lived life
as well as I could manage. I enjoyed all of the fun times on
weekends, and endured the grueling nature of workdays and workweeks.
They seemed to crawl by, slow as the rocket crawler that NASA uses
for their moon rockets. But now they have all flown by, faster than
any X-plane concocted. Here I sit, in the Future that is Now.
Thoughts of the nature of time and experience drift across my
mental screen at times, while at work. I eke out my last days with
anticipation and dread of what lies ahead. I hope fervently that
my health will hold up for a few years at least, so I can travel and
have fun in retirement years. Underneath it all is the dread of
inflation and economic upheavals, and the knowledge that part-time work may be
returning in a future year if things don’t hold
up well. There are some unknowns that loom ahead.
But the motivating vision compels one onward: To get up in the
morning one day, knowing there will be a check deposited in the bank
monthly, even if I do not leave the house to go to any kind of a job.
And that will be truly wonderful. I won’t need to live
extravagantly or travel all over the place. Just to live and be
supported – by 46 years in the working world, and contributions
of millions of other wage earners too. Hurrah!
The tinge of sadness that shades the final days at work could be
attributed to my amazement at the passing of time. Images of past
workplaces will surface at times, with accompanying wonderment at
where it all went. Some gratitude too, that I was able to hold my
own and experience some of the workplaces I was in.
No, I never rose to any high positions, or invented any world
changing gadgets. Bu I also avoided the worst of outcomes, and kept
well-fed, clothed, sheltered and at times happy too. Thankfulness
that I made it to the endpoint of a working life without any of
numerous bad outcomes that could have happened.
Looking forward to this next phase of life. Bring it on, AARP –
lol. See you all at the fitness center or on the bike trail. I’ll
need to keep the old bones and frame limber. Never know, this old
codger might get lucky still ;-) Good health and best wishes to
all of you wonderful people who actually took time out of your day to
read this.