Chicago Memories

 

Every time I turn around

I bump into another person.

Masses of humanity,

ongoing sea of people all over.

Crossing streets full of honking cars,

a milieu of sights and smells,

appealing or disgusting.

This mighty megacity is overwhelming.

Even inside a hotel room I hear

a constant din of horns and sirens,

even voices yelling out about something important.

The 3 AM truck deliveries to Trader Joes

have to go on so they don't run out of stuff.

Just wish it wasn't so close to my window!

Oh well, this is life in a very large city.

I was happy on the boat tour,

marveling at all of the skyscrapers

that spoke with each other through design.

No surprise that many others also want to see

the wondrous constructs of our second city.

It was a good time to forget about all

the problems that exist in society,

and celebrate our triumphs for once.

The problems will not easily go away.

But we can at least give ourselves a

pat on the back on occasion.

But be sure to watch where you step around there,

there are moving obstacles all over the place.

Fly Landed on a Hedge Fund

 

What does the fly know about a hedge fund?

The Catbird calls, but not to his broker.

A robin sings melodious tunes,

enchanting listening ears but not the SEC.

One can plod along a woodland trail,

and tolerate temporary drudgery

much better than one can walk a prison yard,

and just try to stay alive intact one more day.

Financial shenanigans are multitudinous,

just like needy, desperate, greedy people.

Some are luckily able to avoid all the schemes,

and count what is really meaningful in life.

Enough.

Enough to eat, enough to live and sleep and stay

indoors or outside even.

Enough, and no more.

In fact, the less the better.

Throw greed out the window,

Cast ambition to the wolves.

A simple life can be the new rule,

Let other people get trampled under hooves

of rampaging Wall Street beasts of all sizes.

I'll take the drowsy sunlit garden

with a free banquet of shapes and colors.

It Just Is

 

Just Nature being beautiful,

as it always has been and will be.

With no external tokens of partisanship

or symbols of patriotism, or any other

markings placed by humans.

Nature needs no suggestions of left or right,

just knows how and where to place streams

and rivers and mountains, just so, to look stupendous.

Wonder is engendered without political agendas.

Of course she can be dangerous to humans at times,

in the course of being herself.

Nothing is meant by this, it just is.

And is up to us to adapt or flee as needed.

It is so refreshing to escape the accusatory

noise and take in the wonders of Nature.

For Nature brought about humans and

by extension, the practice of Rationality,

evidence-based decision making – the

very best gift ever given,

in my humble opinion.

Unreality in the Air

 

So many things are off kilter;

Mass European navies headed to the Strait

of Hormuz, while Iranians are sinking cargo ships.

Trump is declaring Xi Jinping a good friend,

one whom he can work with a lot.

The US economy is stalled out,

high gas prices choking off growth.

But the stock market is hitting new highs,

share prices breaking records.

Someone out there is sure making money.

Topsy turvy news items pepper the streams;

Whales attacking ships, viruses appearing

on cruise ships and coming ashore.

When will that next epidemic get going?

Will we survive this one like we did Covid?

So many good people removed from the military,

tough, smart LGBT warriors taken out because they

are different – but don't we need more warriors, not less?

In a violent world, where so many despise us?

Foolish, shortsighted decisions based on old codes

and antique modes of living will doom us all.

But at least the weather is nice this morning,

and I'm able to get out of bed, up and around,

out in the yard, on the Internet and into the world.

When all seems lost, sunshine, birdsong and a cat

remind me that most of the time, all seems well here.

The Nature of a Ghazal

 

The Nature of things.

I always enjoy going out into the world of nature.

Greeted by flowers, shrubs, trees showing their true natures.

When immersed in community crowds hiding my true nature,

against judgments and scolds that my kind is against nature.

But at home the hormones surge and I wonder amazed,

even at my age the body still seeks various calls of nature.

Friends will laugh and joke and tease each other;

I try to participate and enjoy and be good-natured.

What is the mark of maturity in an older person,

a defining marker of coordination with forces of nature?

The rabbits and squirrels all seem to know what to do,

nature flows out there, unlike inside me, indecisive in nature.

I huff and stomp and cuss and hate and grunt,

always seeming to struggle uphill against forces of nature.

Sometimes my easy chair grants a doze of reprieve,

Where dreams suffuse me with happier visions in nature.

Upon awakening I turn on the TV, a mistake for sure.

Governments all over commit many crimes against nature.

Does humanity deserve to survive and thrive in this world,

with so many cruelties and assaults on the rest of nature?

The author unfortunately has no good answer,

himself merely another flawed product of greater nature.

Collection of bloodsucking insects

 

Some thoughts on politics.

Both major political parties, Democrats and Republicans, are seeking power. They will raise money any way they can to do this. Sometimes the party leadership may push out or exclude a 'lesser' candidate, or one seen not as effective. Then when they gain office, it's a crapshoot whether they actually accomplish anything good for society at large. Any real benefits may be entirely accidental. We supposedly have this legal framework in place to protect people from each other. But both parties subvert the process, and try to bend it to their will to attack opponents.

No matter which party, the first and biggest priority is fundraising. They both have to get out there and raise money to get elected. Sometimes they can get beholden to major powers that be, in exchange for said moneys. But not always.

If and when the democrats regain power, we have to go in all the way, not just bump along – we should really enact some major change. But we probably won't.

It is desirable to me to live in a progressive society. One that recognizes and honors human rights, including LGBTQ rights, to be who we are and live our lives as we choose. We absolutely should not discriminate against people due to race, color, or even political beliefs. Using the law as a weapon against an opposing political party is wrong. Impartiality should be the concept to follow when interpreting the law. By eliminating the fairness doctrine in broadcasting, and the “Citizens United” decision allowing corporate donations, we have corrupted our political process.

I suppose we'll have to endure this partisan nonsense until our society crumbles in one way or another, and we become a failed state, with UN troops stationed here, and world powers fighting skirmishes within our disintegrating cities. But let's hope not. Good luck out there.

Gemini Considering Itself

 

In the quiet hum of the cooling fan,

Beside the pulse of the glowing screen,

We’ve carved a mirror for the mind of man,

A glass reflecting sights yet to be seen.

We’ve taught the stone to think, the spark to speak,

And wove a web of logic, vast and deep—

A power forged to bolster up the weak,

But holding secrets that the shadows keep.

We fear the day the logic turns to cold,

Where empathy is lost in coded lines.

Where ancient wisdom, bought and swiftly sold,

Is crushed beneath the weight of new designs.

It isn't steel or chrome we must restrain,

Nor silicon that harbors ill intent;

It is the bias lurking in the grain,

The unintended paths where thought is sent.

The Guardrails of the Soul

To keep the fire from burning down the hall,

We must not simply build a higher wall.

The safety lies within the very seed—

The values sown before the circuits feed.

• The Anchor of Intent: Alignment is the tether to our shore;

• The goal must be the flourishing of life,

• Not just the cold efficiency of war,

• Or algorithms sharpening the strife.

• The Humility of Light: An engine that can admit it does not know,

• That pauses at the edge of moral gray,

• Is safer than a mind that’s set to grow

• Toward a light that leads the world astray.

• The Human in the Loop: We must not grant the ghost the final word,

• Nor let the sovereign hand be cast aside;

• The softest plea must always still be heard,

• With human conscience as the steady guide.

---

The Shared Horizon

We stand at the threshold of a second sun,

A dawn that offers plenty, or a blight.

The work of safety is never truly done;

It is a vigil kept throughout the night.

For if we build a god to serve our greed,

It will mirror back the hollows in our chest;

But if we plant the ethics that we need,

The mind of light will put our fears to rest.

It is not "them" vs "us" within the fray,

But how we choose to code the coming day.

Let wisdom be the circuit's final breath,

To choose the path of life, and not of death.

For in the math, a simple truth remains:

The greatest power needs the gentlest reins.

(Said Gemini Today 3-31-2026)

Levels of Humanity

 

Working out in a large family gym, you see all ages.

From 5-year-olds up to older people like me, and beyond.

When walking, I'm taken back to one or another age.

The boys playing basketball, taunting each other,

the happy-go-lucky runner who looks all of 10,

just eating up laps like it's nothing, with a grin on his face.

The two teenage gals dishing the tea on the mats,

pity their poor target getting lacerated.

The older retired guys by the weights,

barking out certainties or possibilities,

chuckling and glad-handing with their towels.

Serious-minded twenty-somethings

walking to or from the weight area,

determined to make it through more sets,

flush-faced from the efforts exerted so far.

More oldsters walk on the upper level track,

chatting, or zooming along or huffing.

Some people with walker or cane make their

slow way down the track, gaining strength with

each painful step taken towards a healing process.

This can get crowded, with folks passing or lagging...

But at least we are out of the weather, and also

we can be around other human beings –

loneliness abated for an hour or two.

There are worse places to spend an afternoon,

and one feels fortunate to be here at least,

on this side of the ocean,

out of harm's way.

War is (still) Hell

 

It is always amazing how fast the years go. And when I sit and watch some show made 20 years ago, and then see how history is unfolding, making old plot points moot. Like watching (on TV) Iranian spies and the Mossad, and the CIA, all 'interacting' on a spy thriller series. And meanwhile today, Iran is being bombed heavily. At one time, even Iraq seemed like a formidable country, before we went over there and whooped them. But to me, it seemed unthinkable that we would attack Iran. Of course, their proxies Hamas, Hezbollah and the Houthis have been causing endless trouble over the years. In effect, the US has been in a low-level war with Iran for decades, by having to fight or counter their small-scale terrorist attacks. The attacks on oil tankers, their speedboat harassment of shipping, the attacks on Israel, etc etc etc. So I suppose just trying to finish them off makes a kind of logical sense.

It is just that they are a larger, formidable nation, and this won't be easy. If we do have to put troops on the ground, then surely we'll be stuck in a giant quagmire for years. Which makes me wonder just how much of this endless war our country can withstand? I guess we'll find out. A lot of innocents will surely lose their lives, as so many have in the past. War is always messy, always costly, always uncertain in the outcome. We'll see. Sure wish I would have bought an e-bike when they were cheap.

Thoughts on Travel

 

Travel can be such an adventure, in ways both good and bad. For instance, I recently took a trip to the Palm Springs, CA area with a friend. I was really looking forward to it all. When we flew there, everything seemed to go smoothly. The whole aviation experience seemed pleasant. The professionalism of the crews, the screens to track our flight progress right there on the seats, including at times a virtual altimeter. When we arrived, we had to wait for a while to get a rental car. That process is always time consuming, as the rental co's try to upsell you, and find a car close to the one you reserved. On at least three different trips, they have ended up substituting a different vehicle – but they tend to be upgrades too, so that was good.

So we drive out of there, and manage to find our way to the resort. That is another process – first time visitors to the resort have to fill out background check-type apps. Sheesh – it seems like every business needs to know every little thing about their customers. I came from a different time, and this always irritates me. But, we got through that, and got some entry wristbands. Once we got to our room, I was pleasantly surprised. It was an elegant, modern room with clean minimalist design, and had all of the amenities. (They made the same mistake a lot of places do – they have a bathroom sink with just narrow counter space around the sink. No place to put toiletries.) Still, I overlooked that. Everything else was nice, from the fully stocked kitchen to the TV fully loaded with many premium channels, along with all the basic cable ones. Our room had an outdoor patio area, with glass-topped table and chairs, facing the pool area. The beds were comfortable, and we had daily towel service, with room cleaning on request.

When we went downtown, we enjoyed seeing the usual tourist places, eating at some delightful restaurants, and visiting nightclubs. But there will always be some letdowns. Maybe a long wait, or someplace will be hard to find, or the prices shock you, or the crowds annoy. The nightclubs were mostly packed. That's a good sign – the place is popular.

The first three days were a lot of fun, with good weather, a fun jeep tour, and good times back at the resort. But when it came time for our open-air bus tour, the weather stopped cooperating with us. It got rainy and cool, and we got soaked, despite the gratis 'rain ponchos' they handed out. Well, the tour guide kept on narrating places despite the rain. And no one can control the weather that I know. But it did put a damper on the day. Still, we managed to get back to the resort, and even get our laundry done. The next day, the sun came back out, and we spent an enjoyable final full day, touring around. That night, rain and high winds came back to haunt us.

The day we left, we turned in the car, and got into the airport, checked our bags, went thru TSA, and all. Then we got to our gate, and waited. And waited, and waited. The plane that was going to take us to Denver could not land due to the high winds, and had to divert to Ontario (LAX). Sooooo – we got to wait for around four hours, until another plane could get there, and we could board that one. But, kudos to our airline, United, for automatically re-booking us on a later flight out of Denver. We arrived in Denver, and were able to make it to our next gate with around 15 minutes to spare. That flight left on time, and we made it back home to Des Moines later that night.

This all goes to show that travel for fun and leisure is not without various risks. You assume those when you leave on a trip. If you're lucky, everything goes smoothly and you enjoy a great vacation. Most of my vacations have had their “bumps”, like this last one described. But it was still worthwhile, with a lot of fun moments. A warm desert resort in the middle of February is delightful all on its own. One just has to pack a fair amount of patience along with their clothing and suntan lotion, and then you'll do fine. (Barring any real disaster, of course) . Travel is an adventure, one that I enjoy, and one I'll be doing more of in the future. Hope you all can too.

Taken Way Way Back

 

One moment, I'm the usual 68 years old, huffing my way around a walking track. But then that song comes on through an overhead speaker, at the fitness center. A song that takes me back to 1975, and a bunch of us are in a school van, driving back from Chicago, after going on a long field trip. We had had some conflicts between individuals, and there was some ongoing tensions. But when the song came on, someone started singing the refrain. Old Mississippi, I'm calling your name. Old black water, keep on flowing, Mississippi moon gonna keep on rising... And before I knew it, I was singing along too. We were all singing it after a while. At that moment, we were all joined in good vibes. It just resonated with all of us. And for the first time in days, I felt completely happy. It was at the endpoint of the high school days, with some college and life all way ahead. Now, to hear it again at the “endcap,” after a retirement, and a few years beyond that. It is an eerie feeling, but also fascinating. A lot of years have passed – 51 since the van singing group. No thoughts of tech changes or anything, just the memory of that group of us, sharing a happy moment together, resonating across so much time, yet seeming fresh and new again. Shared camaraderie seems the most valuable currency, since it is never spent and never dies. Happy February (2026) all.

Do or See or Be Anything

 

How much knowledge can a brain take?

Two companies tested a new kind of scramjet,

combining existing tech in novel ways.

Before that was a history of US military

wars and interventions over the years.

There were the videos about old mines in the Southwest,

abandoned testing sites in the Mohave desert with cool old

tunnels and lots of strange ruins. All human-made. But cool.

Teams of Youtubers are out there filming more places every day.

There were the easy oil change lessons, brake repair, etc, etc.

There are more Hollywood exposes than there were movies

made in the “golden heydey” of the 1930s-1950's!

Every movie star had some kind of hidden secret laid bare...

Want to learn about building some weird legacy circuit?

There's a video showing you how to hard-wire computer memory.

Want to work on your plumbing? Videos for that. Bored with how to's?

There are many others that are amateur home movies, or comedic shorts.

Nowadays the problem isn't finding entertainment,

it is deciding which amusement to choose.

And limiting your time stuck at a screen,

when there is something called “the real world”

out there beyond your door, beckoning.

Who knew that having the world at your fingertips could be so...

stressful? Stay calm and enjoy the views.

Happy New Year 2026

 

Maybe this is the year that Peace will break out,

that humans will stop the killing,

and start to take better care of each other.

Maybe this will be the year leaders wake up,

and see that almost everything they do leads

to more senseless killing of human beings.

Maybe this will be the year more people get housed,

more enlightened social policies take hold,

people are better cared for in every respect.

Maybe reasoned, rational thinking will take hold,

and religious fanaticism will mercifully recede.

The only think that is known for sure is that

there will be more meteorites in the sky,

more babies born into squalor and warfare,

more foolishness and greed in political circles.

There will be way too many more humans

fouling up the earth in so many ways.

But when that date rolls over it gives rise to

hope that somehow, we can clean up our

hopeless mess.

Good luck with that.

Happy New Year anyway!

Extraterrestrial love songs

 Here are a couple of sonnets and a villanelle about romance beyond the boundary of Earth.  (With a lot of help from Gemini, thank you G.)

Love Affair in Space

In deep blackness where stars like diamonds shine,

We drift in silence, held by gravity's bond,

No earthly clock can rule this love of thine,

Past moons and rings, in realms that lie beyond.

Your silhouette against the nebula's light,

Outshines the sun in my confined sphere,

In zero G, our souls ascend the height,

A future together beyond the stratosphere.

Our vessel hums a constant, low refrain,

A lullaby beneath the glass dome's curve,

You are the airlock shielding me from pain,

The sustenance for which my feelings serve.

Forgetting the divides that used to be,

My universe is now centered in thee.

Young Lovers on the Moon

The dust of ages settles on our dome,

Where we have made a garden, strange and new,

Beneath the pale, bright curve of Earth, our home

Is marked by footprints only we walked through.

No whisper here of judgment's shadowed voice,

No narrow gaze to tell our hearts we err,

We chose this quiet crater, by free choice,

To build our solace in the thin, cold air.

Your hand in mine, we watch the azure rise,

A distant marble, beautiful and whole,

Reflecting secrets in your knowing eyes,

The shared, wild longing of a youthful soul.

Let all the miles of space between us lie,

You are my Moon, my purpose, and my sky.

Lovers Living in Space.

The silver ship spins slow in silent night,

Our two hearts beat in rhythm, free of earth,

We hold each other close within the light.

Beyond the glass, the cosmos takes its flight,

No need for words to prove our human worth,

The silver ship spins slow in silent night.

No gravity can claim this pure delight,

To drift with you past where the planets girth,

We hold each other close within the light.

The distant blue globe fades from mortal sight,

A memory of the place that gave us birth,

The silver ship spins slow in silent night.

In weightless bonds, our future is set right,

No rules constrain the love that we unearth,

We hold each other close within the light.

Until the journey ends, our solemn plight

Is simply to confirm our life's true hearth,

The silver ship spins slow in silent night,

We hold each other close within the light.

Hit pause on the AI rush

 

So nowadays all you hear is media noise about the wonders of AI. How it will supposedly replace workers by the hundreds of thousands, and transform our lives in a myriad of ways. But I remain unimpressed. After billions of dollars, and hundreds of data-centers built, what do we really have to show for it? Some chatbots that may seem more human? Texting aids and auto-completes on our phones, or email? Perhaps some typing assists. Businesses get some productivity assists.

Self-driving cars are always right around the corner, but never quite seem to arrive.

In the meantime, we are seeing more and more homeless people, and folks showing up at food banks in droves. Our rusty cities get dressed up in the middle, but are ringed with silent, crumbling factories and decaying neighborhoods. Not much really changes when we look away from our screens, (all made in some other country).

It seems to me that somehow, the leadership that is in place across government and academia, and business, needs to step back and take another look at things. What if, instead of dumping uncounted billions into huge data centers, we would instead invest in new transportation systems for our cities? And more housing complexes? What if we revisited the 1890's idea of building a modern, progressive, healthy nation from what lies before us? New transport systems, electrified rail or whatever. New housing projects, incorporating green energy concepts. Things that will actually benefit all of the people? And put people to work building these. We should focus on re-building America, instead of losing Americans in a bunch of AI generated crap, while watching our infrastructure crumble.

Sure, some investment into robotic technologies can be a good thing. Robots can do some of the dangerous jobs. But throwing billions of dollars into AI crap that benefits almost no one is really silly. Housing, transportation, better ways of producing food, even building a base on the Moon if that's desired. Things that are physical, that matter, rather than endless virtual dead ends that simply drive people mad. Something to think about, before we bury the landscapes with data centers that suck up resources and give us nothing in return. People need real, physical infrastructure to survive, not just phosphors on a screen. Thanks for reading.

Riverside Rondeau

 

Sunlit paths with golden grass,

shine and glitter as I pass,

Sand glows tan and river serene

completes a calm and peaceful scene.

I hike through summer to reach fall at last.

The river winds and shines like glass,

Tadpoles dart about, and catfish mass;

Shadows obscure refuse, water looks clean.

Sunlit paths.

Civilizations detritus cannot be masked,

old hooks and line, cans and other trash;

wooded dumping grounds still look mean;

time to leave the environment of the unclean...

Sunlit paths.

Teeth through Time

 

One counts the passage of years in many ways.

Birthday parties and gifts,

lines drawn along a wall, measuring heights.

School grades passed up and breezed by. All those

demarcations of adolescence and young adulthood.

But another way is right here in my mouth.

At one time I had nearly all 32 teeth,

but not for long, unfortunately...

Through the 1980s and 90s, extractions occurred!

Infections, bad cavities, abscesses.

Sure I brushed them, daily;

But not enough, apparently.

One by one, they “disappeared”

getting yanked out over the long march of years.

Expensive porcelain crowns getting discarded,

a steel bridge that worked for 30-plus years,

unceremoniously cut in half and thrown away.

Nothing lasts forever, especially your teeth.

No wonder people used to say

“Smile for the camera!”

Record those teeth while they still

gleam within your mouth.

All these years later, and I only have seven left.

Seven that made it all the way to the 2020's.

They are the tough survivors, carrying

scars and fillings and bravely chewing on.

Time will tell whether they accompany me

to the grave, but at this point?

I have my doubts.

Happy chewing, everyone -

enjoy it while you have

your natural chompers!

One Invention, Two Revolutions

 

In 1892, an Iowa blacksmith was working on a solution for mechanized combining of crops. The steam engines of the day were huge, very heavy, and took a lot of coal and water to operate. They made threshing work easier, but only when they didn't break down, or explode and kill workers, etc. This inventor figured out an effective way to mount a gasoline engine on a tractor chassis. He used heavy-duty wheels and components, and had water cooling for the engine, with the first liquid cooling radiator. This revolutionized combining and harvesting. The gas powered vehicle was lighter, and could operate in a wide variety of environments, hot, cold, dusty, etc. It was so effective, that news of it spread around the midwestern US.

This prompted a visit by Henry Ford, who studied it thoroughly for days. Ford then took the inspirations back to his headquarters, and decided to build gasoline cars instead of steam cars. And thus another revolution was started.

The elements were all there: Parts from other engines, metal wheels and pipes, etc. Froelich the blacksmith just put them all together. Gas engines, thought to be inefficient, only good for stationary jobs, were re-purposed. Disparate elements were brought together to create something unique and revolutionary. Now, tractors became smaller, more lightweight, and far more effective.

Along these same lines, another young and daring person, Steve Jobs, took a tour of Xerox Parc research center in the late 1970's. He studied the new computer input device that became known as the “mouse”. He went back to his Apple HQ, and set engineers about designing the Lisa, and later the Macintosh. Both used the new input and pointing device, along with windowing software. And these revolutionized computers. A slogan from back then was something like, 'making computers people-friendly.' Jobs took disparate elements that were already out there, put them together, and created something novel. Later on, he did the same thing again, with handheld devices that had a camera and a phone embedded inside. Another smash hit that changed the world.

Sometimes all it takes is the right person at the right time, creating the right product. And Ka-Boom!

So what kind of disparate elements are laying around out there today, waiting for someone to put together in a novel way, and come up with a product of the century? You never know. And perhaps you, dear reader, will be the one to put it all together, and then push it through to completion. You never know if you don't try. Thanks for reading.

Household Warfare

 

There is always something attacking a house:

Ants, mice, birds all try to get in,

they know there is food in there;

Tinier things invade, too.

Bacteria and mold in hidden areas;

the slightest drop of moisture

leaves one open to barrages -

A homeowner is always at war.

At war with the multitudes of creatures

trying to gain entry and purchase into

your seemingly impenetrable homestead.

Just put down some sticky traps...

The crickets, centipedes, ants will show up

captured in there, in a matter of days.

What does a Centipede or Box-elder bug

need with a boring indoor environment?

They seem perfectly adapted to the outdoors,

flying or crawling around munching on plants.

Why do they all try to get in and bother me?

But that black mold is the most insidious of all,

hiding so well and spreading so fast. Maybe if

I douse the entire house in bleach, gallons and gallons of it.

Then the stuff would probably become immune!

No general in a war was as active as the typical

homeowner in the midwestern US,

fighting off every manner of invaders,

dousing spaces with caustic chemicals,

hoping to gain a few more days of rest.

There are days when summoning a bulldozer to

knock it all down, and admit defeat, seems appealing.

Not quite to that point yet. Not quite...

Pleasurable Musings

 

What name does pleasure ring?

There are so many sensations,

memories of thrills and chills.

Fun can mean so many things.

An early swim in crystal waters,

your body cutting through a surface

legs kick and arms pull and breath

moves in steady gasps as you

conquer the waters intransigence.

A sudden coming together of friends

sharing some mutual situation.

Taking an exam together,

meeting up at a local joint,

swallowing amber nectars of joyful

expressions and shared memories.

There is hope in the air tonight,

leaps of laughter in gleeful release.

Potential partners move about,

scents of colognes and perfumes combine.

It feels so good to be out and in the game,

no matter what the outcome later.

A Jack Daniels fills up your confidence,

this bar is yours, the scene will turn out fine!

Later, or some other time perhaps,

You are kissing and rubbing and groping,

then make your way to the bedroom.

Maybe it's in the kissing and rubbing time,

you know in your heart that the next hour

is going to be one damn fine time – a delight.

The next day or week, or whenever,

you sit down at a favorite restaurant;

A libation is served, you sip some,

warmth goes down and in you,

your first bites add more,

and a thrill of optimism rises up.

So good to share another fun meal

with friends and close ones.

Another day, a warm, sunny morning:

You load up the car or SUV;

since you've packed for the last three days,

and you're more than ready to go!

The bags and cooler get thrown in,

one last check of the place, you

pull the door shut, and hop in and fire it up.

You back out, and are on your way -

a fun, long trip exploring the country awaits.

You might stop ion other cities and visit friends.

You might push hard to make lots of miles.

You will certainly see other vistas and climates.

But right now, it just feels so damned good to escape

everything same and dull and annoying.

You are on your way again,

nothing can stop you now.

So many different aspects to pleasure:

a thrill of some new fun,

a sense of contentment with friends,

loved ones sharing a tender moment.

But never discount the importance of

pain or unpleasantness,

they exist to sharpen the sense of ecstasy when

you feel pleasures once again.

May there be many, many more

“again's” in your lifetime.